Be A Good Girl And Shut Up.

Be A Good Girl & Shut Up
The Blogger nineteen years old ; bishan campus higher nitec in Business Administration passion in talking, crying & sometimes, biting. all sugar-coated with the people that i know in my life. still ♥ my boyfriend, ridzwan ; and my name is ain. oh well, i'm in love with them. (: I am unique. NuffNang Ads Exits BLOGSHOP! (updated!: 5TH JULY 2009) kiki livejournal kiki blogspot ikah ayuu fadz fiza mimz narf reg shima ain muff aziemah basitah dee fareez hidayah khai liza marz qad sasa shira Archives November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 Credits Host: Blogger Layout © the bikini boy	Date: Monday, July 13, 2009 HELLO IFA! Uncle came over to clean up the house with bibik. THANKS! And today, shows the very classic version of FAVOURITISM-NESS! Nevermind. Im over that problemm. After which i slept till 9, woken up by mama saying that papa wants to go to SGH to get some medication. And shes afraid that he'll get warded and asked me to follow and accompany her along with my uncle. Saw Ifa for like the first time after Graduation which i didnt even go. So that makes it the last exam paper we had together. HELLO! Doctor prescribe him more medication and went home after that. Papa, i know ive been hating you so much in the past. But now when everything is this way, i take everything back what ive ever said to you. Seeing you coughing and couldnt even lie down or sit makes me feel miserable. My mind is set on POSITIVE mode until the 20th. I hope everything would be just fine like how the way it is. I wish i could have more courage inside me to just sit down and talk or even just accompany you. Love you. :') Ridzwan, iloveyoucinttaaaa. I'm angry with myself for letting things be this way. And im angry over the fact that you finally gave up on me when i need you the most. When all this is happening. When i need someone to talk to about all this. Im sorry. :') Your Say! - 0 comments Date: Sunday, July 12, 2009 blood is thicker than water, DEFINITELY TRUEE! Its true when people say blood is thicker than water. It really does applies to family relationship. When to my uncle place earlier cos my grandmother, aunts and uncle came from Jurong to visit my father. Since we have not meet for like, 10 years? or maybe lesser than that. I dont even remember. Mama told us to come so atleast like not anti-social ah. We came, we saw each other, we smile. In one way or another, the hatred i have towards them ever since i know they were coming, simply just gone. Why i hate them? Family history, not much detail should be given out. When i realise the phrase was true, when its time for everyone to go home. Eventhough im not close to them, somehow, certain things were said that makes me wanna cry and i did. Dont wanna talk much about it ah. Later i cryyy. :') BUT, that doesnt meant that i dont resent them for not coming over to our house once in a while or even during Hari Raya for the past years! Anyway, i have a very handsome cousin. Sadly, i dont even know his name. Hello Cousin! Your Say! - 0 comments Date: Friday, July 10, 2009 COOKING CLUBBBBB! I had sucha wonderful time. We should do this againnnnnnnnnn! Lets do our own chalet. Then we can tell ghost story all night longggg. And make Mimi cryyyyy. MUAHAHAHAHAHA! Your Say! - 3 comments Date: Thursday, July 9, 2009 Peaches! As for me, after so long of not going out, i finally went out, but of course i have to wait for my mum to come home first, to watch Ice Age 3: Dawn of the Dinosaur. Ice Age 3 is the cutest of all. The first one was a sad story. Second i should say the funny one. Third is CUTE PLUSSS FUNNYYY! Especially THIS! After which, we just went home cos i just wanna be back home again. . . . . I dont know what to do anymore. It seems like nothing is working out. Make me understand what needs to be done. I thought, if there's anyone else, you would understand me and the situation the most cos you've have your share of the experience. I guess i was wrong. Your Say! - 0 comments Date: Wednesday, July 8, 2009 Mama cutest moment! I didnt realize that i have not been updating this blog for almost 4 days. So anyway, heres a summary of my 4 days. Ohhh! The boyfriend finally visit my father in hospital. HAHA! Cos the other day i was so dead against him coming as only 2 visitors are allow to go to the ward each time. Now my father can go down to the lobby already, then i allow him to come. LOVEYOUBOYFRIENDDDDDD! So, thats my four days. Its actually nothing. Just thought that i could update my blog now since no ones at home. & i have all the free timeeee! Btw, I dont know why im uploading this but its one of my mum's cuteness moments! The other day, she just didnt one on her handphone keychain. But now, menjadi-jadi. She did it to all her brooch collection! Wanna know what she did? She went to put transparent nail polish on them so that the stones will not fell off. Creativfe & DEFINITELY Cuteee! But this morning, she was super duper irritating! She got home from work early as she had to take my father from the hospital. Blaming me for not picking up the phone lahh. Nagging at me to clean the house lahhh! NON-STOP. When she finally stepped out of the house, she forgets her umbrella and starts her pot-pet again! Due to her nagging and calling me after that, in total i had taken 6 panadols. HAHAH! Cos i was having a headache mahhh. Then she keep calling me to do things which can wait till i get up laterrr! Now she's out with father to go eat ice-kacang at CS. I shall have peace till then. [editted] I can see that the situation right now does affect my mum. She spend more time at home and did go out with her friends after work nowadays. The day she told me the news, she had to keep clearing her throat to talk to anyone. I hope 20th come soon then we can know what to do next. THINK POSITIVEEE! :) Your Say! - 0 comments Date: Friday, July 3, 2009 BLURRRR! Went out to have lunch with Kiki and Mama today before Kiki have to go work. After which, which is sooonnnnn, i have to go to hospital again. Siannnnnzzzzxxxxxx! Gambar aku ambek seme blurrr. BAIIKKKKKKK! Your Say! - 2 comments Date: Thursday, July 2, 2009 Transformers: Revenge of the Fallen So, today me went out with Boyfriend. When to have abit of shopping. Like really ABIT! Nevermind. We actually wanted to repair the spoiled Samsung phone but it was almost closing time so we just when for a walk and watch Transformers: Revenge of the Fallen after that. AWESOMEEEEEE! Feel like watching it again. CUTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! I serious dont know why we both are prone to arguements every single time. Lets just say i dont appreciate you asking me questions, STUPID QUESTIONS, all the time! Dont do good to me when i dont want it cos i wont appreciate it. I guess we both need a break from each other AGAIN. haiss.. This is nothing new to me, to us. Im sick of this. Have to go hospital again tomorrow cos father is going for this small procudure have have what remove or what. I dont know ah. I TIRED AHHHH! Your Say! - 0 comments